April 23/09 12:36am

I went outside for a smoke. the wind was blowing and i never felt alone. i was facing the door in case i needed to get inside quick. as instant as i looked behind me i was getting crushed between the doors and the outside world. faces of the dark, rotten and burned, bodies of wilthered, disordered and wild. in the front doors, alone. i walk through my doors pickup Peanut. i brought him to his cage cause he was lying on the floor, tired. a peircing pain cuts through my throat. i lay there awhile, my left foot twitching. standing at Peanuts cage to put him to bed for the night. neon lights shot from the front to the back of my eyes. my eyes shook from left to right...about 12 times a second. the pain of a sharp stick being driven through the middle of my eyes awoke me.