Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Nov 11/08 7:24pm

Everybody has their own theories and beliefs. Everyone is respected for the good and disrespected for the opposite. Who says where to draw the line, who makes that decision. If i ran past you on the street with a bloody nose and ripped jeans, would you think i was running from my drug dealers? Would you run away in fear of being in the middle of a gang related fight? Did you think of the worst and how it could affect YOU! If you only knew that I was raped and was looking for someone to help me in the middle of MY worst fear. Would you still walk away? A young bruised teen walking with two adults, the first thing you think of is where are this kids parents, do they know he is hanging around adults and obviously involved in unhealthy activities? Did you know that it was this kids parents that did this to him, and those are social workers walking at his side? Because she has purple hair and black nails does it mean shes emo and wishing to end her life or does it mean she wants to be unique and not follow everybody else. That guy that spends eight hours a week at the gym and listens to rock and roll prefers bubble bathes over showers. That girl that sells her body isn't doing it for drug money she's doing it to feed her two year old son, and that guy that only talks about himself and the girls he sleeps with also sleeps with a teddy bear his dead grandma gave him. Things aren't always what they seem, you may think the worst but in somebody else's eyes, it's the best.

Nov 11/08 4:02am

The only thing worse then feeling alone, is actually being alone. People are the thing you hate most, but when your alone all you want is to be, is around them. Fear of one thing may help you to realize another. You know you have hit rock bottom when you are so alone that you feel that what you are most feared of is what you need most. The anguish you feel, may be the happiness of another. When you feel you have so much built up anger and remorse that you feel you will crack mirrors with a smile, just know that your smile may make somebody else in your position also smile.