Addiction

It’s harder to stop then toking
Even harder to quit then smoking
It hurts people around me so much
You can look but please don’t touch
The pain and the suffer
They say it will get tougher
This is how I deal
I love the way it makes me feel
You worry about me all the time
So when you ask I just say I’m fine
Sometimes I do it just to see blood
Better watch out, it’s often like a flash flood
My tears keep falling
I’m sorry but I can’t stop bawling
I don’t even feel right saying my own name
I’m beaten at the hands of my own game